Thursday, December 7

No Room

"No room. Only a manger of hay. No room. He is a stranger today. No room. Here and His world turned away. No room. No room."

"Lonely" might be a better title for this post. I've been feeling lonely lately. Since about the 10th week or so of school. I really haven't made any new friends, and I see people I'm close to once (maybe twice) a week, and only for a litte while. It's my own fault. When school started I was mostly just focusing on school when I was at campus. I don't like to have lunch there if I don't have to (which is most of the time, thankfully), and though I've made some aqquaintances, they're not exactly friends. I know, might seem a bit picky to define a difference, but there you go. RUF ended last night for the semester. But then, the semester ends next week.

I'm gonna go get lunch, but I just thought I'd put this out there for you folks who I know and read this. If I've seemed a bit down for no reason, now you know why. If I've pushed you away, please let me know so I can apologize.

If you've been a bit down and I didn't notice, I'm sorry. Please tell me. We can talk to each other.

3 comments:

  1. I understand completely, chica. How's life? I miss your face, whether it be smiling or not. ;-)

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  2. That's pretty much where I was at the end of my freshman year. It's particularly hard for you since you live so far away from everyone (ok, not as far as Jenny, but still).

    I highly encourage you to find a way to join a Bible study. It really helps to have people that you get to know and you can talk to about the things you are struggling with. God gives us community for a reason--that's the most important thing I learned my freshman year of college.

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  3. Thanks you two!
    love ya both!

    Norman, yeah that would be a wonderful idea, except for the whole transportation problem. I will endevor to work on that.

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